INOCCENT & HAPPY <3

2010-01-15T12:04:00.007+08:00

" It's impossible la, You won't achieve it.. "

This sentence, I'd heard it umpteen times.
Whenever i said I'll do it, people just don't believe i can do it.
They're already prejudiced by who'll become one,
But i chose not to, because..

I Believe, Everyone Have The Chance To Become One.

It's up to You, whether u want to achieve it or not.
Opps, i think Dr.Ong
" What you believe is what you'll achieve "
is super duper right :)
hehes..

Well, I'd done it, not only did i proved to myself,
but to my parents and relatives that my hard work did eventually paid off.
I was not satisfied when everyone started to state who'll become one,
why can't it be You, who will be the one?
Once, some people stated that 'The-Girls' will never be one of it,
because they're not as hardworking..
well, cross-X cross-X cross-X !! :)
I worked hard for them too,
because I believe we'll do well too, right?

And i think that we all should respect one another.
If you dislike that person,
doesn't mean everyone will likes You too.

I worked hard not only to prove to others,
but at the same time, i proved to my relatives that,
it doesn't mean SPECIAL people will be scoring single digits.

" I'm a NA student, sure get lousy results.."
Hah! You all predicted this..
so what if I'm a NA student?
I'm glad and happy to get this results :)

If they put in effort, I know, i must put in double or thrice the effort.

Last but not least,
Thank You teachers, for your guidance..
Thank You Mom&Dad, for believing I'll do well..
Thank You 'The-Girls', You girls are always there for me!
I hope everyone will move on to a greater height,
and i Believe, that someday,
You'll be Successful in Life :)

Hope I'll still see you Guys in future!
Take care!

MUACKS !

Love, YixiGuo :)

2010-01-05T19:30:00.003+08:00

Hey guys,

HAPPY NEW YEAR !!

well, 2009 passed by,
2010 arrived..
A new YEAR, A new BEGINNING.
Currently working at my parent's office,
there's so much of things to do.
So busy, So tired..
meet-outs seem impossible for me.
I miss my girls~
Class chalet was awesome,
some of us changed a lot..
haha.. well, change for the better right?

Oh, results are coming out soon.
Anxious? Yes.
Scared? Yes.
Excited? Yes.

For such a long time, It was gone.
At a blink of an eye, it came back.
I thought it'll never ever come back,
Eventually, It did came back.
Now I'd to start all over again.

My world had just gone by
Always darkened skies
There was no reason to try
Never could fly

Now I’m tired of searching
And wondering why
It’s not really all that, much far
Reaching out for stars

Time to reach out
Time to be who I am

Finally, I believe
My dreams will unfold
It’s like being touched by an angel
A brand new beginning
It’s amazing
This is, a moment, I will remember

Finally, I can feel
Heaven on earth
It’s like being touched by an angel
My world is changing
I’m living out loud
Feels like, I’m been, touched by an angel above

I’ve waited for so long
For this day to arrive
The world seems a different place
Knowing I can fly

love, Yixi :)

P.S won't be in Singapore, see you guys soon :)

2009-12-23T18:03:00.002+08:00

HELLO !!

It's been so long since i last blogged.
well, reason because there's nothing much to blog about :)
no outings, no meetings with friends,
It's either going to Malaysia for dinner, or just work work work! :)
haha..well, didn't really like the drive through Malaysia.
kinda rough and bumpy, dislike the rocky roads.

recently, while listening to radio, heard a song.
It asked a question, i was curious about it,
so I went to ask my 大哥 how does it feel like..
haha, the answer was what the song said too :)
now that i thought it through,
i guess, it wasn't that true at all.
all i want was to have negative things to fall upon ...?
well, after chatting with 大哥，
maybe he's right :) haha...
but i don't think got such "person" that you'd described live in this world huh?
in the end,
Everything will be fine..

oh, 2009 is coming to an end.
new year, new beginning, new happenings.
hope it'll be a better, special and peaceful Year 2010.
Moreover, 'O' level results are coming soon.
Fear, anxiety, worry, excited..
all the feelings are mixed together.
Gosh, how?

Santa Claus,
if you can listen to my wish now,
my biggest present would be having good 'O' level results.
Please, grant me this wish :)
I'd be very grateful to you.
haha..

Life is not simple, nor it's easy.
If life's short, we must therefore, Enjoy.
Eat as much while we can afford to.
Play as much as we can afford to.
Learn as much as we can afford to.
But we always says this,
we don't do it :)
When everything is going to end,
then, we regret about not living to the fullest.
Funny isn't it ? haha..

so, hehes.
BYE-BYE !! :)
lots of love to my friends.
see you guys real soon :)

2009-12-06T18:01:00.003+08:00

well, first of all..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAR ELIZ !!!
finally, You're 17 !
the youngest of all in the girls :)

so, went to marina Swensens to celebrate..
ah-hah! surprised her with a ice-cream log cake,
should see her face ! hahaha...
&&
the cake was super good~ oh man, miss the cake :)
after that some went to watch NEW MOON,
some went home.
all in all, it was a fruitful day~
i so miss my girls! see you girls soon okays?!
yesterday was fun. hahaha..
well well..
i wrote my wish for year 2010 on a ball,
hope it'll come true~ :)

alright, will be back soon!

it never made sense for you to love me.

2009-11-30T19:55:00.002+08:00

I don't know how many umpteen times I'd said this,
but I'M SO BORED.
Gotta' start doing something useful,
if not I'll be wasting lots and lots of time.
hahaha..
for the past few days, I'd been staying at home watching movies.
Too many to watch huh? haha :)
and i still haven't finish packing my stuffs..
so bored and tiring to pack those books!
geeeeeez.

right, can't wait for 3 December :)
gonna see my babes again !
whoo hoo !!
eat and eat and eat !
I'm starting to craves for all kinds of food.
oh dear..
hehehehehe..

okays, that's all, guess there's nothing much to blog about.
i'm waiting for the class chalet !
when is it ??!!
faster faster faster !! :D

Darling, did you know that something happened to us?
Right before the future and right after the past.
Did you smile when you found out how wonderful it was?

tata.. :)

2009-11-25T21:50:00.003+08:00

Today's a boring day.

Spent the whole day watching movies and vampire dramas.
Hahaha, but it's super nice :)
guess I'm addicted to vampire stuffs..oops!
New Moon is coming out !
oh my goodness, can't wait for the movie to be released.
come on, baby ! I'm waiting..

well, time seems to be passing super fast huh?
it's going to be December soon..
hahaha..reminds me of Christmas
and i can't remember how i spent for my Christmas last year.
guess it's been blocked :)
hahaha..

Now..
At first, i thought that i couldn't do it at all.
But in the end, i still did.
I don't know but i believe,
that some things are meant to be and beyond our control.
right? :)

well, that's all for now.
tata.

2009-11-21T12:25:00.002+08:00

Yes, Graduation Night had passed.
But, it was and it forever will be,
the BEST night that I'd ever spent.
It was the craziest and funniest night spent in school.
With my gorgeous girls, with my charming guys,
it was such dazzling moment :)
I'll definitely miss you people ya? Haha..
You people will strive in future! I'm sure!
I won't forget you people :)
for you bring me happiness and laughter.
Secondary school years had passed,
we'll be going on greater heights,
although it's gone, but it'll be kept in our memories,
forever in life :) hahaha..

For my ' Lady Gaga ', although you didn't win the title,
You'll forever stay pretty and gorgeous in my heart ! :D
The rest of my girls too, we'll forever be,
the meanest, gossipy, cheerful clique ever <3
Hahahahaha!!
We'll meet out soon alright ?!
I'm starting to miss you people already.

Don't be sad that it's over,
Smile because it happened.

okay, although i really really hate this sentence,
but i think it's somehow meaningful to grad night.
Swee Min, I'll never forget what u said to me about this sentence.
Hahaha! You're so MEAN ! :D
well, expected cause we're the..
erm, look above.. hahaha, lazy to type.

well, that's all.
once again, i miss you people.
To those who cared, To those who loved.
Hope to see you people again,
somewhere, out there :)
tata, love ya! muacks!

Love,
Yixi Guo

2009-11-21T12:12:00.004+08:00

To my favorite teacher
Told me never give up
To my fifth grade crush
Who I thought I really loved
The the guys I miss
And the girls we kissed
Where are you now?
To my ex best friends
Don't know how we grew apart
To my favorite bands
And sing a longs in my car
To the face I see in my memories
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

To my first girlfriend
I thought for sure was the one
To my last girlfriend
Sorry that I screwed up
To the ones I loved
But didn't show it enough
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am

I know we'll never see those days again
And things will never be that way again
But that's just how it goes
People change but I know I won't forget you

To the ones who cared
And who were there from the start
To the love that left
And took a piece of my heart
To the few who'd swear
I'd never go anywhere
Where are you now?

Where are you now?
Cause I'm thinking of you
You showed me how
How to live like I do
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you
I would never be who I am
If it wasn't for you I'd be nothing
Where are you now?

2009-11-12T09:18:00.003+08:00

.END OF GOAL.

hey hey hey! You know what?

"O" LEVELS IS FINALLY OVER!

hahaha, good news isn't it ?! :D
so frigging excited and happy about it,
5 years, just to take this ONE certificate.
phew, it's real tiring :)
but be glad, it's done for once and for all.
Now, We're FREEEEEEEE !

but now, I'm starting to get bored.
There's nothing for me to do!
I think i might go learn what i want to..
heheee.. take this opportunity to learn.
ahhh, now I'm stuck in nowhere.
shiiiit.
i wanna go overseas, i wanna have fun.
ahh, just once!
my last trip was like...don't know when, Europe i think.

oh and..
Prom night, the last night :)
to spend with our teachers and friends!
so people, come okays :)
today gonna enjoy enjoy, but...
it's getting tiring to have fun everyday.
i need some entertainment.
like..hehe..

bahh~ what weird dream i had last night.
haha, oh well :)
be back again.. tata!
miss ya sugarbabes !

2009-10-21T18:48:00.004+08:00

.MEMORIES.

Time flies...

Today is my 'last day' of secondary school..

well, I'm kind of glad that i was in this school,

partitally because of those wonderful memories given to me.

I've met wonderful friends,

who brought Joy and Laughter in my life,

always been there for me when I was feeling down,

most of them have been the same class for 5years,

some 3, some even less than a year :)

nevertheless, they're all great people.

As time passes, You'll know each other more,

and find that some times, it'll create conflicts between one another.

As we matures, You'll focus on your goals,

and will be more competitive with one another.

Well, You'll see the flaws of each other,

and become an eyesore to one another.

Yes, We must agree that we all had changed.

But it depend on whether it's a good change or a bad change :)

Friends do come and go,

but some will be keeping in contact with one another,

and it depends on how much you treasure that friendship.

For this past 5 years, I experienced hardships,

but i got it through afterall.

Secondary 2 was the best year,

but i must agree that it gets better year by year,

well, excluding this year.

This year, is totally a bad year.

Bad experiences in school, Bad economy, H1N1 and stuffs..

I learnt alot, but all in all, i thank my girls,

to be by my side, always :)

'N' levels had passed,

and now 'O' levels had arrived.

No matter what,

I'm glad, that i know my classmates.

All the best !

May you guys succeed in life :)

after-all, " it's just the beginning.. "

2009-10-16T16:34:00.003+08:00

.TOP-WOMAN.

hah, I'm supposed to be studying now,
but i was 'seduced' by my computer :P
haha! but this shall be my rest time.

it's just 2 more weeks to 'O' levels.
am i ready for it ? well...
I'll try my best for every subject :)
study hard, study smart.
i know my limits, so I'll not tire out my body,
for something that it's meaningless.
A Friend is indeed a Friend :)
thanks!
Persevere, Determination, Success.

Life, is unfair, but....
I'll Remember that not getting what you want is sometimes a wonderful stroke of luck

Only those who are balanced, realize that things will not always go as they would like can experience peace and happiness.
They realize that storms will break, fires will rage, and tragedies will descend.
They prefer to avoid disaster if possible.
However, if it’s unavoidable they will accept it and, like countless others before them, overcome it and grow stronger because of it..

yeap, haha :)
" A merry heart maketh a cheerful countenance "
GIRLS~ LET'S GO SHOPPING AFTER 'O' LEVELS!
stay happy ! :)

2009-10-08T16:24:00.003+08:00

Well, just a short post,
prelims is over, waiting for O levels to come now.
It's our last battle and,
our last chance to succeed.

These few months,
had made me changed my view of some things..
some of which made me kind of disappointed,
but I'm glad that i got to know.
i just don't understand,
why one, can change so much?
why one, can betray one another?
why one, can hurt one another?
and why choose to compare?
for the sake of what?
fame? power? or even, popularity?
one can even use one another, to let themselves gain.
hah, i seriously don't know man.

猪狗不如，连猪和狗都不能比.

i did saw the change of people,
physical and mentally.
well, most of which is mentally.

Influences, there's bad and good.
well most of which, it's bad :)
Influences really can change one totally?
most changed from good to bad, some bad to worst.
in rare cases, from bad they changed better.
like they always say..
不听老人言，吃亏在眼前.
ha ha, thanks mom :)
now i know what you'd been trying to tell me.

Just to say..
please be sensitive to everyone's feelings.
Yes, you may be doing better than us, but,
it's not really that nice, to demoralize people even more.

Another thing,
Life is short, It's so unpredictable.
live it well, live it to the fullest.
stay happy & positive always,
like my dear(s) Eliz, sweemin, Vanessa, rebec, Bren & Jolene
what cheerful girls they are :)
&&&
i hope everything will be alright.

goodbye,
& take care my friends,
let's go through the Os together.
Good luck! love ya! :)

love, Yixi.

2009-09-11T20:34:00.007+08:00

Photos up!
kian and my birthday! :D

tata~! haha, really did had fun on 09.09.09 ! :D
muacks. take care,
love yeah ^-^

2009-09-10T11:41:00.002+08:00

ELATED!

ahh!! I'm so over the moon yesterday, 09.09.09 !
hahaha, went out to celebrate kian, Jolene and my birthdays' !
but sadly, Jolene can't make it :(
anyway, went Tmall swensens, happy happy :D
and there was a surprise birthday cake for me and kian !! :D
so sweet of my lovellies~ :D
thank you guys!! muacks muacks! ♥♥♥

after that went to watch " i love you, Beth Cooper "
hmmm, not bad, comedy show.
super funny~ hahaha~ :D
well, the day have to end,
so some went back home to rest,
the rest went to Gerald's house to play mahjiong,
and so, we were hungry and headed to central to eat.
and....
home sweet home! :D

alright, i definitely love the birthday celebration yesterday :D
thanks!

2009-09-07T17:55:00.002+08:00

.ONE BIG ILLUSION.

well, went back to school for F&N again.
it's the final for coursework, THE END.
BYE-BYE TO THEM ^-^

hahaha, after that, went to shop & eat with my buddies :)
sweet...totally.
ate MacDonald, 2 big bowls of desserts, 1 bowl of Japanese mochi
and 1 plate of pan-fried dumplings at another restaurant.
cool huh, guys' appetites, are so....huge.
chit-chat the whole time,
hilarious, yet surprising,
as we got to know about things that we don't know before.
sometimes, i love to have chit-chat sessions with them :D

tomorrow, I'm going to turn 17 !!
haha, no more sweet 16.
can't wait for tomorrow,
there's a dinner treat from my cousin,
yippee~! soon, I'll see PUDDING too.
i can't wait, greater things coming ahead,
ahem, except for exams :(

well, Wednesday, whahaha!
oh my gosh~
i think I'm so going to gain hell-lot-of weight,
desserts today,
fish and co tomorrow &
swensens on Wednesday.
gahhh! NOOOOO~!

2009-09-04T18:36:00.003+08:00

.A MOMENT I TREASURED.

ah, what a busy week..
well, yesterday had Prelim's science practical.
well, it was seriously badly done.
chemistry, it'll be out of luck that I'll pass.
physics? i don't know whether i set up it correctly..
it's so irritating that you can't do well for these things.
but well, let's hope it's a PASS ya~

ahh, prelims is just 2 weeks time,
so stressed up :(
why do we have to go through this?
grrr, irritating.

come on~ think think think!
think of what to do..
oh, make up your mind.

yeap, it's tomorrow :)
I'll definitely have great fun.
i hope~ :P

" that's why you go away - Michael learns to rock"
it's a super great song :)

2009-09-01T12:38:00.003+08:00

.TIME TRAVELER'S WIFE.

first of all....
HAPPY belated 17th Birthday to KIAN ANN , JOLENE !
&&
HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY !!
&&&
HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY ZAMEERUL !

hahaha, my dear friend here is so special,
his birthday falls on teacher's day.
maybe he should become a teacher in future :D
well, all the best to you guys for 'O' levels kays !
and smile, smile, smile always! (^-^)

what a great weather today,
it's raining, and it's so cooling~
ahhh~~~
but using this time to study, will be better :)
phew, got so much work to do.
yes, i can't wait for this Saturday :P
next week too,
I'm going to have something soon.
something that i wished for so hard..
bah~ It's gonna be great fun.
tooodles~ :D

counting down-7days.

2009-08-30T10:15:00.007+08:00

.OPENED HEART.

gahh~ it's a sleepy Sunday..
cause' the weather is soooooo nice :)
hahaha~
well, been busy with a lot of things, mainly studies.
But our coursework is done, where it took up MOST of our time.
grrr, finally got it done with.
therefore, it's a big YEAH :D
so now, I'll be drilling my theory,
where it's such a boring thing to do,
as I'd been reading the same textbook all over again for 3years.

there's bad news too,
We didn't do well for our oral,
there're failures and could be anyone of us.
gosh, it's such a worrying matter.
seriously, it's not easy to do comprehension (X-X)
got to practice more i guess.

right, got to go finish up my math weekend homework.
there's so much to do.
ciaos~
smile my friends~ :)
love you people ♥

some pictures during the wedding dinner,
just got it few days ago :)

2009-08-25T19:29:00.002+08:00

.THE LION SLEEPS TONIGHT.

"Karma karma karma karma, karma chameleon
You come and go, You come and go~ "

yeap, I'm done with my 'O' level English oral.
it was... well, speechless.
the picture discussion was tough,
reading did real badly,
conversation was alright.
geez, I just hope i could pass.

ahhhh~ the song " karma chameleon " is fixed in my head~!
cause' it's such a lovely song~! :)
hahahahaha :D
oh no, there's maths test tomorrow.
kays, got to go now.
ciaos~

"Loving would be easy if your colors were like my dream
Red gold and green, red gold and green~ "

2009-08-24T19:05:00.002+08:00

.SLOWLY, BIT BY BIT.

" just like the dessert, always waiting for the rain "

Tomorrow, is the day,
whereby I'll have my 'O' level English oral.
gosh, I'm so freaking worried and nervous right now.
today got back Literature and Humanities.
well, got B4 for both papers..
and it was kind of unexpected cause' i thought that I'd get C5 for both.
yeah, quite satisfied for it,
I'll thrive for A2 now :)
but currently, i need to buck up on chemistry and physics,
oops, hahaha, and maths too.
i shall be online on weekends now, whereas weekdays is for studying.

well, good luck my friends who're having oral tomorrow :)
tatas~ will be back soon.
ciaos~ :)

" hit by a moment of truth. "

2009-08-22T13:45:00.004+08:00

.Frazzled.

it seems like everything are not going smoothly for me,
and for this, i am getting so freaking' worried.
My prep results were ridiculous, crap and unbelievable.
it demoralized me, giving me a sense of insecurity in excelling for 'O' levels,
additionally, next Tuesday will be my 'O' level English oral.
F&N Coursework deadline is on Thursday, and yet,
we still haven't get back our first draft.
Also, i still need to retake 'O' level mother tongue.
Prelims is in a few weeks time, with a red light blinking that,
'O' levels is near.

Everything are like piling up, preventing me from getting a short breath.
& hah, and maybe, i should thoroughly give my brain a wash.
it's the sense of helplessness of unable to get something,
which you wanted it so much, yet, what you're grabbing,
it's just thin air.
thinking too much, seems to be a problem,
but choosing not to think, causes problems to arise more.
well, don't know~
a BIG thanks to some people,
who's always been there for me :)
the exercise book is useful afterall.

&&&

All along, maybe i was just escaping from the fact.
and that's why, it was a loss after all.

2009-08-17T22:02:00.006+08:00

.Heartrending.

it's just so hard, super duper hard.
yes, it's really pulling every veins, sucking out my blood in my body,
tire out my body, my mind and my soul.
I'm all worn-out, so exhausted..
as a matter of fact, It's really of no use now.
As i was studying just now,
i saw this paper, so clean and it was in one good piece.
after that, someone crushed, folded it, and drew funny things on it.
then, i saw it that,
once a paper is crushed, it can never be perfect again.
right? :) haha~
having tried so many times, but it failed.
concealing so many times, and its getting fake.
it's kind of stupid.

Michael Jackson's song told me that,
" If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile if you'll just..."
Smile~ :)

2009-08-15T23:38:00.002+08:00

.LONG LOST LAUGHTER.

haha, I'd enjoyed much today.
well, at least i laughed almost every minute :)
hehe (^-^) thanks~

recently had been going through a tough time,
studies and stuffs, yeah, it's inevitable.
but, simple pleasures in life,
really can cheers you up :)

oh, yea, hahaha :D
i taught my cousins how to bake muffins just now.
yes, it was a success, yippee~
hahaha, i want to do honey cornflakes tomorrow (^-^)
hope it turns out good~

right, got to turn in soon,
it's 3 minutes going to midnight already.
got to sleep~! in order to stay healthy and pretty! :)
hahaha, well,
toddy tooodles~

well, i guess,
it'll be like those stars embroidered in my eyes.

2009-08-14T18:36:00.002+08:00

.INSIGNIFICANT.

yes! today's the last day of prep~
yippee!
but prelims is in 3weeks time, haiyaaaa.
hahahaha!~ :D
right, F&N paper was tough, so i guess I'll fail.
it's like..i slept for 1hour for the entire paper? :P
seriously too tired and lazy to do.
ahh~ i wanna go out.
TOMORROW IS SATURDAY!!
it's going to be another boring day again.
AGAIN!!! i don't want~ T^T

argh, just don't feel that well.

2009-08-13T19:10:00.002+08:00

? LOVE GAME ?

Bah~ suddenly felt like posting.
since tomorrow is the last paper, well~
ahh~ Prep exam is driving me nuts! T^T
I guess I'll do badly for most of the subjects~

recently, i got back maths, but it was badly done.
got so disappointed by the results, although i passed,
but i didn't get the results i wanted,
there's still a long way for me to go..
for the others, still haven't get back yet, hope to get it all back by next week !

i want to eat eat eat non stop.
i want to laugh laugh laugh non stop.
i want to be crazy, for just that moment.
i think i need to be a nurse, hahas :)

Face it !
You're untalented, ugly and fat,
She's talented, gorgeous and sexy.
Listen, You're incomparable with her.

2009-08-04T18:50:00.002+08:00

S-O-R-R-Y~
currently busied with prep exams
for the moment.
so I'll be on hiatus mode.
tata~
be back real soon :D
wish me luck~!

TO My Friends :
DO YOUR BEST FOR PREP~!
muacks! loves~♥

2009-07-31T17:52:00.002+08:00

.I WANT TO BELIEVE.

" I'll be on your side, forever more "

yeeps! today is a bad bad day.
grrr, so tired~
today supposed to have chemistry test,
but miss lim disappeared during chem lesson,
and so, test was cancelled.
BUT!!! early in the morning,
there's maths test. awwww~!
so boring~

anyway, I'm happy for my friends!
hahaha, happy ending :)
Love you both la~! ♥
see you two finally smiling,
felt so glad and relieved :D

♥ to both ♥ :
keep smiling, keep shining,
knowing you can always count on me for sure.
that's what friends are for :)
SMILE!

right, today didn't go running with friends.
spoiled my mood again, but I'd to take care of my sister.
she's sick.
and my mother! whaa, she can scare the hell out of me.
the way she smsed me, made me sooo freaking worried.
but i called her, and she said " maybe only. "
i was like...AHHHHH!
hahahahaha~!
van and swee min saw my reaction.
well, my grandma went for laser,
and no dinner, I'd to cook for my family.
gosh, i think i sucks at cooking.
hahaha~! but it's fun!~ :D
okay~ time to go.
ciaos~

2009-07-29T17:30:00.004+08:00

.CHEER UP MY DEAR FRIEND(S).

" hey, i know time, won't heal a broken heart "

well, it's been a busy week for me.
next week is prep exams, and seriously,
I'm still not prepared yet.
Monday had oral practice with teacher,
not too bad, just need to back up with evidences.
no tests today, well, should be a bad thing i guess.
oh crap, tomorrow will be a busy busy day.
maths remedial, FnN remedial, history test.
oh my gosh..I'm exploding soon.

i really don't know what i should be doing right now.
so many things happened, to so many people, in just one day.
it really made me feel...somehow affected.
right, I know i shouldn't but i can't help it.
i don't know la, it's depressing to see things turn out this way.
hope every thing is alright for them.
the only thing i can do, is to be a listening ear.

no matter what, I'll always be there to scream with you,
cry with you and laugh with you.
it's hard to think positive being stuck in this situation,
i know~ but you need to take good care of your health.
please, cheer up soon alright, to both of you :)

well, i got to go study for test now.
will be back soon. :)
and i pray hard, sincerely that,
everything will be fine.
ciaos~

" i know it's hard, but You just have to try. "

2009-07-26T11:39:00.002+08:00

.IT'S SWENSEN TIME.

" But she wears T-shirt i wear short skirt "

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO MY COUSIN, HUI XIN !
May your wishes come true!

We'll be celebrating her birthday later at SWENSEN later,
and mother's birthday too :D
hahahahahahaha, I'm happy happy.
can't wait for it ! so excited :D

ah-h, there's tests tomorrow.
hais~ haven't study yet.
BOO~ all the tests away.
OH YEAH! reminder~
remember to bring white file for literature tomorrow
my dear friends :D ( if you do see this )

right, got to go prepare now.
ciaos~

" she wears sneakers and i wear high heels "

2009-07-25T11:59:00.008+08:00

.SWEET SWEET TOOTH.

okay, yesterday night went exercising with friends.
well, some jogged and some cycled.
chatted awhile and went to eat eat eat.
after that, we all went home~ :)
now, my body is aching all over.
*ouch ouch*

today gonna be a boring day again ...
hais~ shall use these time to do my homework then.
&&&& MATHS IS DRIVING ME CRAZY !!
there's so much to doooooo~!
ahhhhhhhh~~!
asking me to look at those alphabets with numbers and solve it.
grrrrs~~~

ahh-h! I've a sudden cravings for cupcakes now!
i wanna bake ! i wanna make a sandwich !
booo~ but I'm FAT & I'm HEAVY.
i should not crave for this foods now.
hahahahahahahah :D
okay, i think i should get going~
signing off~!
ciaos~

2009-07-23T16:40:00.003+08:00

.UNWORTHY.

First of all...
...
...
...
...
...

HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY MUSTAQIM !
You're finally 17 !
hahaha!
May your Os pass with flying colours,
and SMILE ALWAYS~! :)

well~
today had experiment for F&N.
it's quite fun and interesting :)
hahaha, yeah~
finally, left theory for F&N !!
whoohoo~
I felt a heavy load of burden left my shoulder already.
yip-pee ya ya, yip-pee yip-pee ya !!
that was the happy thing about today.

just now, i was, no, i AM !
I'm super duper unhappy ah!
@!#$%^&@#$%@$#
so angry, so furious, so mad.
never mind, it's okay.
i should let it be.

Dickson is right,
i too feel that,
I'm the stupidest girl.
haiyooo~

2009-07-22T19:28:00.003+08:00

.IT'S DONE.

FINALLY.
today had 'O' level MT listening compre.
well, hmm it's not that bad,
but the questions were very tricky.
hope i can get all correct :)
I'm done with oral and listening compre,
and there's no more of it anymore.
not in the rest of my life :)
is this good or bad?

oh well, today's maths and physics test.
hah, i think I'm sure going to fail physics :(
it's sooooo hard luh~
i gave up when i was doing the 2nd last question.
for maths, there's lots of careless mistakes.
2x2=2 ( yeah, my theory of maths )
haiyooooo~!
can't believe those mistakes I'd made.

right, till then,
ciaos~

2009-07-21T16:43:00.003+08:00

.SLEEPY SLEEPY DAY.

"And when you hear this song, I hope that you will see"

ahh-h, school ended early today,
and i went back home straight :)
I'm a good girl, hahaha!

well, today teacher was absent for history lesson.
yeah-ness! cause I'll be too tired to attend history class,
probably would fall asleep and get scolded.
during MT lesson i already fell asleep during listening comprehension,
yeah, I'm dead tired today.
hahaha :D

tomorrow there're tests, hais,
it's maths and physics.
some more, I'm weak at those topics.
& there's 'O' level MT listening comprehension.
nooooo, i hate this.
booo! I'm stressssssed up!
well, shall end here.
oh, my mom's friend brought one whole cake for me,
that cost him $90, heard from my mother,
and delivered it to my house.
hahaha, grandma thought that it was meant for my mom's birthday.
but it wasn't, and i was shocked,
that it was for me.
that's very nice of him~ :D
and now, I'm thinking very hard,
on how to clear this one whole big cake.
loves♥
ciaos~ :)

"No I don't think time is gonna heal this broken heart"

2009-07-20T17:34:00.003+08:00

.FREE OF LAUGHTER.

" i didn't laughed so hard for such a long time "

today is the start of a new week.
yeah, it kinda make u feel restless,
and thats why it's called Monday Blue.

but today, I really enjoyed myself during History lesson.
it's really hilarious to see them debate with one another.
my group was the funniest and greatest of all :D
and yeah, there was one part where i laughed till i got stomach ache.
it's super duper funny to the max :D
hahahaha, come to think of it,
i feel like laughing again :D
it's a good learning experience, not only we can learn something,
we can have great fun too.

ah-h, 'O' level mother tongue is this coming Wednesday.
well, i hope i can score full marks for it,
so that it can really help out in scoring for MT.
right, I'm feeling nervous for it.
Bless me for it :)

&&&&&
i think, some people just lack of self-control.
well, this is the fact :)
signing off,
loves!♥ ciaos~

" & how could this be ? "

2009-07-19T11:33:00.008+08:00

.BEAT IT, BEAT IT, BEAT IT.

" my baby takes the morning train~
he works from nine till five and then~
he takes another home again~
to fine me waiting for him~ "

HARRY POTTER AND THE HALF BLOOD PRINCE!

haha, early in the morning,
went to meet friends for breakfast,
and went to book the tickets for .....
HARRY POTTER!
yeah! i watched it yesterday! :D
hmm, i find it quite okay luh~
the whole story is all about love love one.
hahaha, hilarious too :D
just that some parts in the movie,
really is damn shocking and scary~
haha! oops~ :P
after that went MacDonald to grab a bite,
chatted awhile and went home.

booooo ~~
i want to run non-stop.
i want to eat non-stop.
I'm very stress now !!!!
I'm breaking up soon !!!
bye!

I'll reach out my hand to you~
I'll have faith in all you do~
Just call my name and I'll be there~

2009-07-17T16:56:00.003+08:00

.BLACK SHEEP.

right, went to fish and co after school.
yum yum, it's been a long time since i last eat fish and chips.

bah, today had chemistry test.
and well, i think I'll did badly for it.
geez~ so demoralizing.
i hope i can be like a photocopier machine ahh!
then can remember everything~ :P

&&&&&&&&
i finished my storybook !
well, sad ending again.
the girl died. hais~
there's one paragraph in it, where i find it quite meaningful.
it's taken from the bible i guess,
and it goes like this :

Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous.
Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never selfish or rude.
It does not take offense and is not resentful.
Love takes no pleasure in other people's sin,
but delights in the truth.
It is always to excuse, to trust, to hope,
and to endure whatever it comes.

yeah~nice right? haha, to me la :P
it also teaches us about some life philosophy.
it's a great book :)
well, i think i need to start mugging for prep.
it's going to be soo stressful luhhh !
hahaha ! :D

and.... I'm so into Michael Jackson's songs now.
kay, till then,
toodie toodles ! :)

2009-07-16T19:49:00.003+08:00

.BILLIE JEAN.

" don't know, don't know, don't know "

first of all ,
yeah! my F&N is almost done!
i finished my coursework B !
haha, so glad that it's finally done.
yippee~! :D
hope i can get a distinction for it! :P

anyway, let's see~
school was fine, some people didn't came to school again.
haiyo, when are they coming back? :(

oh yeah!
today, there's a guy *i think* committed suicide,
me and bren was like, OMG! SERIOUS?!
then we kaypo go look look.
hahaha, bren, i think we auntie la. :D
well, first time see this kinda thing.
but bren said that it's best not to see,
cause it's believed to give bad luck :0
hmmmm~

hahaha, right, it's just too funny.
hahaha, can't stop laughing.
i can't wait for it. :D
it sounds fun!

Why does Monday, come before Tuesday,
Why do summers start in June,
Why do winters come too soon ?
why oh why~ :D

2009-07-15T17:10:00.003+08:00

`.BUGS BUNNY & LOLA.

gahhhhhh~
i love the weather today,
and....
it was quite rare to see the class quite 'empty' today.
so many people didn't came to school,
BOOOO~ i hate this, although the class was very quiet,
hmmm~unexpected :)
but sad luh~ the day was totally boring to the max,
& eews, i really hate that feeling.
for those who is feeling unwell,
please get well soon alright! :)
hope to see you guys in school as soon as possible.

well, today was just totally a,
damn.. grrr! bad day.
right, i should just go run and..
YEAH. i think i should.
damn~
bye.

" and lastly, imperfection "
a man in the mirror.

2009-07-14T17:44:00.002+08:00

.ATTRACTION.

yes!! I'm finally done with MT oral~
so happy ah! :D
hahahaahahhahahah!
well, the atmosphere in the hall was very very tense.
so quiet & cold~
i was sooooooo nervous~
and there were people who're very confident in scoring A.
grrr, can't stand it :D
listened to some of my friends' answers,
and some were quite good, some were quite hilarious.
hahahaha, and i loveeeeeee the atmosphere after oral.
well, it's over.
no use pondering about what you didn't say and stuffs
like what chen lao shi said,
" no use crying over a spilled milk. "
since it's over, shan't think tooo much about it :D

so, today school was alright.
felt that lessons ended quite fast.
well, i hope i can get a merit or distinction for oral.
and yeah, I'd heave a sign of relief.

right, got to go,
toddie toodles~

" running running runnning,
thinking of the answer. "

2009-07-12T20:31:00.002+08:00

.UNCERTAINTY.

" I'm thinking, I'm thinking, I'm thinking. "

hmm, haiyo, today can't make it to somewhere.
sorry yeah! :P
hahaha, i know, you know, we know.

but i didn't waste my precious time,
did my literature homework, and mother was WILLING,
to buy other school's papers for me to do.
hahaha. so i did a few questions,
and yeah, i stopped doing after that :D
'cause i don't know how to do,
it made me feel very very stressed up.
i seriously cannot stand it anymore,
went for a jog to breathe in some fresh air.
this maths paper, really made me damn worried for 'O's.
grr, i can't imagine me blanking out on that day.
damn, I'm so scared now :(

hais~ just try to do more practice then.
not much time left.
come on Yixi !
rush rush rush !
kampateh!
ciaos~

" dum dum di da dum~ "

2009-07-11T19:22:00.005+08:00

.LOATHSOME.

" It all comes down to who's by your side "

I'm seriously super duper unhappy right now.
i just knew something that made me felt very disturbed.
no matter who is it or what is it about,
i don't know if i am right,
okay, seriously, I'd enough of it.

hah, I'm really amazed, amazed~ that everything happened,
in just a split of second.
if things continues to be this way,
really, i got nothing to say.
'everything happened for a reason'
yeah, and i agree :)
it's just that sometimes,
we've to try to unlock the secrets of the human heart.
and it all links to one word,
' compromising'
well, hais~

alright, today stayed at home the whole day.
so boring to the max.
went to read my book,
'a walk to remember' & hahaha,
end up falling asleep on my dear bed :P
looking at the weather,
it's a great weather to go jogging.
and yeah, went jogging,
to burn some fats of mine.

right, i should get going,
toodie toodles~

'a dream, which seems so real'

2009-07-10T16:38:00.004+08:00

.THANKS FOR THE MEMORIES.

" But most of all, thank you for showing me that
there will come a time where i can eventually
let you go. "

yeap, school was, well,
as boring as usual.
i was almost late today, haha.
that one minute made a lot of difference.
so yeah, the day started with a scolding from Ms Wong.
because the whole class didn't have spontaneous writing book.
as a matter of fact, we really do not have it uh.
the last time i touched it was like, before mid year exams?
so long ago~ hmm.

yes! i finished reading message in a bottle.
good, i finished it within 4 days.
it's just too addictive.
achingly moving~ :)

well, off to study!
ciaos~ :)

" when i listen to the ocean,
it'll be your whispers;
when a cool breeze caresses my cheek,
it'll be your spirit passing by. "

ahh-h, my whole post is filled with sentences
in the book !!! just love the way they said it.
hehe :P

edited#
Michael Jackson was so charming before :)

2009-07-09T18:10:00.006+08:00

.MESSAGE IN A BOTTLE.

Another day had gone~

yeah, I'm blogging again.
looks like i got a lot of time to blog uh,
when i got many many more important stuffs to do.
oh well~

YES AH! i finally finished F&N coursework, for now.
okay, not really ' finished ' as this is the first draft.
teachers will check it thoroughly,
& I'll have to modify it again.
ahh-h, hope they can look through it faster,
so i can finish it faster and revise on other subjects.
hmm, i noticed something.
every time we say Dnt, FnN or Art is taking up too much of our time,
end up we got not enough time for other subjects.
but after we cleared this subject,
do we really use that extra time to really REVISE?
hahaha :D

well, i just hope i can go through it smoothly.
this year, is really really really,
a Bad Bad year.
ciaos~

For you are not alone~
For i am here with you~
Though we're far apart~
You're always in my heart~
For you are not alone~

it's such a nice song :)

2009-07-08T17:33:00.004+08:00

.BELIEVING.

school was alright,
haha, I'm glad that i managed to stay awake,
although i burnt midnight oil to finish F&N ytd night.
ahh-h, going to turn nuts soon.
but at least my friends do make me laugh everyday.
haha, that's a great thing though :D

i wanna watch HARRY POTTER & NEW MOON !
I'm so going to watch no matter what.
'click click~'
the advertisement is very, okay, lame :D
hahahas :D

now, I'm watching the Michael Jackson Public Memorial.
yeah, feeling so sad right now.
i just love his songs luh,
especially " I'll be there ", " heal the world " and " gone too soon".
it's too early, to leave mother earth at such a young age.
Bless you and Rest In Peace :(
I'm so going to stay awake until the last show about him.
the last show is at 10.30pm, I'm going to stay awake until that time.

Nothing that's worthwhile,
is ever easy :)

2009-07-07T18:53:00.002+08:00

! PEEK A BOO !

well, school was real tiring.
i was trying to keep myself awake during English & Chinese.
gosh, my eyes were like squinting~
hahaha. but during PC period,
miss lim brought us to indoor sports hall.
okay luh, not as big as i expected :)
and the whole class played volleyball.
COOL UH ! i love it.

well, got to go revise for maths and physics already.
oh, f&n got to catch up soon.
ciaos~

now,
what do you expect me to do?
i really don't know.

2009-07-06T19:24:00.003+08:00

.Miss Independent.

ah-h~
it's such a sinful day today.

well, early in the morning,
went to van's house to help her take some stuffs,
called ah bec to help too.
hahas, and this girl took a cab down.
rich huh? :D

so we went ehub seoul garden to celebrate van's birthday.
as some of them is not here yet,
we started eating first.
wow. at first we were all eating hungrily..
kept ordering non-stop.
an hour later, all starting to show " i'm bloated " face.
hahahhahaah! so funny lah!
i just love my friends so much :D
and yeah, seriously, i can't eat buffet.
I've a bird stomach :P
poor rebec and sweemin,
they were so " lucky " to sit with me and bren.
we both can't eat that much! :D
hahahahaha!

when most of us finished eating,
we sang birthday song and cut the cake.
the cake is sooooooo damn nice!
so damn beautiful.
oh gosh, I'm in love with the cake.
and it's very very ultra sweet :D

oh, for those who ate the whole flower in one shot.
good luck! :D
no need to consume sugar for one week.
hahahahahaha!
okay, I'm so bad :P

and yeap! i did have a fun day out with friends today.
and HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO VANESSA,
in advance :)
love you my girl !
stay HOT AND BEAUTIFUL !
muacks~!

sometimes,
it really juggles me up.
let it be enough to reach the truth that lies,
across the new divide.

2009-07-05T19:56:00.003+08:00

.NEW DIVIDE.

ah-h! i can't wait for tomorrow :D
hahahahahaha~
so excited and happy,
but, there's something that I'm worried of.
hmm, nevermind :)
ciaos~

#edited#
oh, TOM CRUISE is super uber HOT.
my gosh.

2009-07-04T12:38:00.003+08:00

.MEMORIES.

10th anniversary gala dinner was great.
had lots of fun and took a lot of pictures.
i love the video played, it's just full of wonderful memories.
at that point of time,
it made me feel that, time, really is passing fast,
well, it'll not wait for anyone.
people that I'd not talked to in secondary 1,
end up knowing them only during secondary 4 or 5.
yeah, maybe a bit late, but better than not.
some which I'd never thought that it'd happened, it happened.
ya, it's interesting uh, to think about it :)

& it's great to see each of us dressed up,
charming guys with pretty ladies :)
i love it when the atmosphere is like this.
plus ex graduates came back.

after that ms lim treating us to movie,
ya, but i can't make it, cause it's a midnight movie.
sorry, I'd got curfew to follow :(
the rest waited for the movie and...
so i went home and reached home around 12 plus.
uh h-h, so damn tired.
my leg was hurting like mad, my sister too.
she walked half way, took out her shoe and walked home bare-footed.

well, the day just ended like this.

& i wonder, will it take months,
years, or even,
a lifetime.

sudden thought.
you're threatening? oh please..
look what you'd done, and think back.
I'd my reason for doing this.
so, I'm not unreasonable.
please just stop all these nonsense.

2009-06-29T21:17:00.003+08:00

.HUSH HUSH.

*sign*
haiya, i seriously don't know luh.
feeling like crap man.
what should i do?!
'O' levels is near and it's coming fast,
and shit-ty things happens right now.
what great timing =.=
yeah, i should have just, don't care,
throw it away, and concentrate on 'O' levels.
right, i think i should do that.

anyway, aah-h!
there's history test on Thursday.
and it's testing on COLD WAR.
oh-my-tian..
i dislike this chapter sooooo much,
cause it's such a big topic to study about.
hai-ya-ya~

and oh my gosh,
F&N practical is this Wednesday.
aah-h! aah-h!
I'm chatting with Syidah in msn now and we're like panicking.
great, i still haven't buy those kiddy plates.
& I'm still not prepared yet.
oh gosh, I'm so dead.

just hush okay, just hush.
sooner or later,
hushing will be a problem too.

2009-06-28T16:50:00.003+08:00

.APART NOT A PART.

oh, i love my mummy's childhood stories.

it's sooo interesting to listen :)

alright, i'd decided not to do my homework anymore.

it's just too much.

*sign*

well, it's tomorrow.

i heard from my sis that this thurday we'll be having O lvl chinese oral.

is this real or fake man.

so fast? still haven't get any form of practice from chenlaoshi.

*sign*

hmm, tiring uh~

it's so boring at home.

left alone~~ hahas.

okay, i can't stand it anymore.

i shall go take a jog..

so, i'll be able to see my friends in school tml!

:D :D :D :D :D :D

ciaos~

i think, it'll be bad,

and whatever.

2009-06-27T11:20:00.008+08:00

.THE NINTH NIGHT.

oh, Michael Jackson, the King Of Pop, passed away.
yeap, it's kind of sad, with such great talent in singing,
left mother earth at such a young age.

ahh-h, it's Saturday already.
holidays is coming to an end, after this holiday,
is intensive revision and preparation for 'O' lvls man.
hais, and then, we'll be damn busy.
and i still haven't finish my homework yet.

yeah yeah, i finally got my new phone!
hahaha! it's pink! gahh gahh~ :D
i got pink camera, pink phone & pink hand phone pouch.
okay, that's very very pinkish :P
ohh-h, i love pink and white! :D

hahaha-hahaha!
i saw the Cadbury chocolate advertisement on TV,
and it made me laughed like mad :D
it's sooooo funny and cute luh!
and it's quite unique uh, the way they advertise.
ohh! i just went to eat FONDU yesterday at ehub!
it's nice nice nice! sweet things really makes people happy!

okay, i should start doing my homework now.
so, update soon! :)
ciaos~

i think we should be responsible.
think of others, not only yourself :)

2009-06-25T21:43:00.002+08:00

.BLAME IT.

finally finished half of my homework,
and I'm tired of doing it anymore. argh~
& right, my phone literally died on me.
didn't know that cousin actually signed another line for me,
so could not receive any calls or smses just now,
and, it'd gone quiet.
hmm, i wonder whether 10th anniversary will be postponed.
but i hope not, cause' I'm hoping for it.

i find something quite cool,
and i like this kind of thing.
hah, just that it's up to each individual,
because nothing is impossible.
watched ' He's just not that into you ' few days ago,
and it's a draggy movie, to me uh,
and CONFUSING too :P

time flies, it's going to be July soon.
and this means that O lvl is reaching.
sometimes, i so feel like, giving it all up.
just so tired of studying anymore.
ahhh-h, the feeling sucks.

& lastly, not funny, it's just ___ .
oh well~ :)

okay, best friends now.
hehe-haha-hoho :)

2009-06-24T21:11:00.008+08:00

HE'S JUST NOT THAT INTO YOU

yeah! yeah!
i'm feeling excited, contented and overjoyed !
mummy brought a new phone for me!
although it may not be the lastest model,
but it's better than nothing! :D
and and I've unlimited smses!
muahahaha!
I've been waiting for a long time!
form now on, parents no need to scold us for exceeding 500smses.
actually i got scolded for nothing one lor,
it's my sister that is exceeding too much, and i got pulled down.
but never mind! i can't wait to get my phone! :P

oh oh! F&N practical changed to next week!
ahh-hh! haha! i just love this week.
me, i, aku and wo is happie! :D

right, cousin's bf installed SIMS 3 into my lappy,
and I'm into it right now, shit.
i shouldn't be obsessed with it!
i should be studying or revising my work.
hmmm, oh yes!
please take good care of your health people,
H1N1 is getting worst now, so yeap :)

& i was freaked out, oh my gosh.
i just don't understand.

2009-06-23T21:17:00.002+08:00

IF TODAY WAS YOUR LAST DAY
**
hmm, what if today was your last day,
what'll you do..? :)
okay~ that was just some random thought.
holidays are coming to an end!!!
and that's a loud NOOOOO! haha! :D
haiya, why can't extend the holidays~
just for 1 weeeeek..
okay, left one more day to F&N practical.
ohmytian, i'm feeling sooo nervous about it already.
gahhh gahhhh~
i still haven't finished my holiday homeworks.
hais.. there's so much to do.
why oh why...? hahaas..
alright~ now i'm feeling confused.
what should i do..? :)

2009-06-20T10:56:00.003+08:00

PURSUIT OF HAPPINESS

❤ ❤
helloooooo~! :D

ahh-h! i'm having minor sorethroat now.

with those endless 'high-ness' with friends,

screaming non-stop, it was hell-lot-of fun! :D

i enjoyed alot these few days,

laughing, chatting & meeting out with friends.

i love you guys~! ❤

smiling wide wide~

oh! and mustaqim told me that next term,

we may not have to go to school.

because of H1N1, its gettin worst :(

my dear friends, take good care of yourself,

remember to wash your body wash your hands too!

hahahahaha! :D

drink plenty of fluids & exercise too!

uhh, now i want to eat steamboat buffet again.

hahaha! so many choices to choose from.

hmm, go korean steamboat buffet :) kimchi~~

oh yaaa, F&n PRACTICAL next monday!

omgosh!!! omgosh!!!

i haven even tried a single dish.

okay, later, later, later. i'll try..

hope i can do it well !! :)

alright, got to go now.

be back soon!

ciaos~

***

suddenly, i understand,

and yes, i'm a happy girl now.

❤ ❤ ❤

2009-06-16T22:03:00.002+08:00

.HILARIOUS NIGHT.

hola! okay, i'd a great day today.

saw alot of things that really stunned me.

it was really awesome! :)

i feel that the trip is worth going,

i learnt alot of new stuffs & saw things that i'd never seen before.

those drawings, esp the trip to kangxi exhibition, ohmygosh..

i'm like..so fasinated by it. i wanna go there again~!

hahahahaas, totally enjoyed myself with the art students.

but it was tiring uh, kept walking non-stop.

we'd our fun, taking pictures and talking and stuffs..

well, i learnt something :)

& i'm happy about it!

2009-06-15T20:28:00.009+08:00

.HAPPY MOMENTS.

hello! how do you do? :)

hahahas! anyway,

went to cousin's wedding dinner yesterday.

it was great, totally had lots' of fun,

taking pictures with each other and stuffs.

totally love it! :D

yesterday, woke up early to attend the traditional ceremory,

the tea ceremony.

first time seeing this type of thing,

it was quite cool actually..

handsome groom with a beautiful bride :)

hehehehes~

oh, i'd changed blogskin, since i'd nothing to do at home.

eees, f&n practical is coming.

i'm sooo nervous.

what should i do..?!

argh!! (>_<)

okay! time for some pictures.. :D

( me and grandma )( me and cousin )

*my one big family*

anyway, loading pics in blog is soo slow,

shall post it on facebook.

easier and faster :D

toodles~

ciaos! :)

2009-06-12T10:12:00.003+08:00

.RETAIL THERAPY.

hellos!

It been shopping spree for me this week. hahas!

Happy like mad & i brought a dress :)

Ahhh~went out with cousins to bugis and shop~

Tadah, now, left with the heels.

Endless shopping! weeee! hahahas..

Yesterday, daddy just came back from business trip &

Out he goes to work again. hmmmm~ :)

Using this holiday to study, and i'm left with history & lit.

Thinking of what should i do for the rest of the days~

Ohhhh~ outing-s? hmmmm~

OH!! O'lvl' F&N practical..aiyo, what to do.

Ahhh. okay, stay at home and practice cooking.

goood.

hahahahaha, okay i feel so much better now.

oh, there's maths remedial tml,

haahaahahahas!

till then! byebyes!

ciaos~

2009-06-09T17:26:00.002+08:00

.JUST NO OTHER WAY.

hello! hmm, these few days had been staying at home.

everyone has been busy going back school for art/d&t,

f&n, just waiting for Olvl practical to come.

argh..practical, ohmygosh.

i'm still soooo not prepared for it.

but i'm gonna try and make some muffins for my sweetypies :)

yeap! finished doing 3/4 of my holiday assignments,

just left with history & literature :)

hahahas, going to be nerd for this june holiday.

stay at home and do whatever things i want.

hehehehehehes.

wedding dinner this sunday.

have yet to buy a dress.

hmmm~shopping time again! :D

okay, till then,

ciaos~

2009-06-07T21:48:00.002+08:00

! HAPPY GIRL !

hello! i'm sooooo happy today!

hahahas, well,

but i'm like supposed to be happy everyday? :)

today went out shopping with mummy!

it's been a long time since we last shopped?

we brought a lot of things man;

clothes, books & assessories.

i'm like..COOL!

shopping spree with mummy!

that's why it's good to go shopping with parents :P

but we spent alot today, almost $400 ++.

well, dinner went to japanese village @ ehub!

yip-pee! ate alot too, we kept ordering non-stop :)

i enjoyed myself sooooo much today!

& i saw alot of army guys at pasir ris interchange today.

hmmm, now i know why mummy told me those advices,

and i find it all sooo true :)

well, i'm feeeling sooo exhausted after those walking today.

i'll update soon!

till then,

take care & love ya !

ciaos~

2009-06-03T19:19:00.002+08:00

.NO BOUNDERIES.

HEY YO!

okay, let's see..

hmm, school was fine, just that,

some lessons are soooooo dry.

but maths today was Fun!

mrjason was like being funny the whole time.

how i wish every maths lessons will be this way :)

okay, june holidays.

no plans yet, but i know it's a good time for me to study.

i will seldom go online now.

Yes, i must discipline myself, no more procrasinating :)

all the Bs, will become As.

woohoo! i can do it :)

i'll continue to blog, as it can improve english.

heheheheee..

oh, holiday assignments. coool...

there're so much for me to complete.

haiyooo.

ciaos~

2009-06-01T20:22:00.004+08:00

.IT'S A MAD WORLD.

hello! today, sat for 'O' lvl MT paper.

and well, find it quite okay, do-able :)

yeah! yeah!

actually, i was expecting the papers to be damn difficult,

but then, it turned out to be the opposite.

i hope i can score at least an A2.

wooo, then i'm happy enough.

hehehehehehes.

after school, went to watch "MONSTERS VS ALIENS",

it was awesome!

hahahaha! hilarious too! i can't stop laughing,

and i like the last part. well, hahas :)

& there's normal school day tomorrow.

hmmm, gotta wake up early again.

and, shall work very hard during holidays.

study study study! :)

ciaos~

2009-05-30T22:24:00.003+08:00

~~.IN~~EXPENSIVE.

hello! phew, this week is really 'chinese' week.

been revising for Olvl MT, repitition of chinese words,

ahhh, it's driving me nuts.

okay, i must perservere to the end.

so now, i must train to write for my compo.

今天，做了很多练习。

好累好累啊！

当我在做一个练习时，

我读到了一篇文章, 我觉得很有道理。

人生丰富多彩，人生短暂无常，

鱼与熊掌常常不可兼得。

一切的一切都有如沉淀在你心中的梗石，挥之不去。

在这样的时候，如果你让自己的心总是浸泡在后悔，

遗憾和自暴自弃中，痛苦必将占据你的心灵。

对啊，没错，为何要这样呢？

真是浪费了人生的一段时间啊。

勇于放弃着精明，乐于放弃着聪明，善于放弃着高明。

所以，学会选择，学会放弃，

才能拥有一份成熟和海阔天空的人生境界。

对，我相信错了，导致是我为自己闯了祸。

看了自己干的好事。

不怪别人，只怪自己，

怪自己太信任人了。

哇！如果在作文上我能写到这么棒，

那该多好。如果作文题目出‘信任’，

我相信我能做得很好。哈哈！

好啦，我该去睡觉了，

祝每个人好运！

要劝进努力哦！

再见！:)

2009-05-26T17:26:00.003+08:00

.LIFE IS just TOO SHORT.

hello. been busy with school stuffs lately..

didn't really had the time to blog.

well, 'O' level MT is next week.

and i'm friggin' worried about it.

right now,

there're so many things that i'm worrying about.

tell me how to solve them...?

hmm, just hope everything will be fine :)

nowadays, the weather is sooooo hot.

totally can't concentrate in class.

today it finally rained.

so coooling..

nah, i shall blog other time.

totally no moood now.

ciaos~

2009-05-23T23:23:00.005+08:00

.SWEET AND CLEAR.

hello! hmmmmm,

i didn't watch any movies for quite a long period of time,

and finally, today i went to watch,

NIGHT AT THE MUSEUM 2 !

wooohooo! :)

hahahahas!! this show is awesome!

sooooo friggin' hilarious !!

i laughed till my stomach was aching :)

well, at least i enjoyed myself before O lvl MT come haunting me down.

hais, O lvl mother tongue. so stress uh~

i guess everyone will be like, muggin' for it.

and now i still got the time to blog.

hah :)

well, movie up next, MONSTERS VS ALIENS!

oh gosh, i'm sooooo going to catch that movie.

it's sooooo cute and funny! hahahas.

" Oooze going to save the world? "

i think so :)

alright, got to go now.

hmmm, look at the time now. it's late.

byebye.

take care and love yea.

ciaos~

2009-05-22T20:40:00.002+08:00

THIS? OR THAT?

hello! i'm super duper bored right now!

sheeeeeeesh~

well, today didn't have self study,

so went home quite early? hmm no,

it's VERY early :)

phew~ i used up all my brain juice for F&N just now.

can't think of any %@!$ recipes man.

heehs.

well, in the afternoon, went with cousin to plaza sing,

got some materials for a present.

coool..hahahas.

&& i wanna watch MONSTERS S ALIENS!

i want, i want, i want, i want !!!

it's soooo cute ah the movie !!

i love this kind of movie :)

tick tock tick tock..

the time is ticking!

there's no time left!

O level mother tongue is coming.

ohmygoodness.

sooooo stress.

super uber stress.

someone save me!

where's superman? where's spiderman?

or whatever super heroes?

hahahas. well, can see i'm going nuts :)

alright then!

got to go...

byebye!

take care and love yea!

ciaos~

far away, long ago,

figures standing gracefully,

across my memory.

just once upon a december.

2009-05-21T17:22:00.002+08:00

SATISFACTION?

hello! how's your MYE results everyone? :)

did you guys done well ?

hmmm, i didn't do quite well for all my subjects,

but i'm glad that i passed my english.

phew~ my summary saved me :)

quite happy that i Just Passed as i've been failing my english.

hope i did improved ^-^ hehes.

oh yeah! i was super duper unlucky during PE yesterday.

i got hit by the ball like twice? continuously?!

ohmygoodness. hahahahas..

one is by sweemin, and the other is michael.

& he kept apologising to me, Non-stop.

well, i'd think positively, because.......
at least i made my friends laughed :)
hahahahahahas!

well, had alot of fun in class today.

hahahas, with some super lame jokes :)

hmmm, coming to the worrying part,

'O' level mother tongue is coming.

i've about 1 week left.

isn't that fast?

oh gosh, i'm so worried and afraid of the exam.

alright, till then,

take care friends, love yea :)

ciaos~

2009-05-18T13:48:00.002+08:00

.INDIFFERENCE.

hellos, today is 'Marking Day' !!

so no need to go to school :)

Hais~but sadded,

i need to rush for F&N coursework,

deadline is on Thursday!

haiyo~ i forgotten how to do Development.

oh no..gonna get killed by ms siti.

well, gonna stay at home today to finish everything.

so boring~

whoosh, today is such a coooooling day.

it's raining early in the morning.

good weather to run too.

hahahahahahas.

why why why?

just why~?

Aye, whatever la.

since it has to be like this,

so be it.

2009-05-16T12:05:00.004+08:00

.MORE THAN WORDS.

hello! okay, first thing,

EXAMS IS FINALLY OVER!!

whoohooo! yeah man! :)

hahaha! feeeeel sooooo 'light' now.

i'm so gonna relax myself first before another bomb come.

alright, yesterday, went badminton with friends.

hahas, it was sooooo enjoyable.

lots of laughter and fun :)

after that went rebec's house & had pot-luck,

played mahjiong and 'zhong ji mi ma'.

to bren : " bren! you good la, at least u still got win! "

hahahahas! :)

& shiok, went running today in the morning.

but it was so warm, the sun was scorching hot.

hmmmmmmm~

well, later still got to go for maths tuition,

ahhh~ no rest for maths.

since teacher said we need to have MORE practice.

oh well.

till then people,

take care and love yea :)

ciaos~

for you guys,

i don't want to care anymore.

it's up to you all,

whether you all still look down on us.

we'll tolerate,

and we'll still hold our head up high.

well, it's my life :)

since you said that we can't study well like the others,

then, i make sure,

i'll be the first one,

to break that idea.

2009-05-14T19:42:00.002+08:00

.SNORBBISH.

***

alright, i seriously don't know what's wrong with you all.

stop thinking so highly of yourself please.

everyone is created equally.

you guys, think you're so smart.

yes, i do agree that you're smart,

but you guys do not have to look down on us.

so what your kid, went to Raffles Institution?

so what your kids scored 100 for all subjects?

SO WHAT? really, so what?

hello, although i'm in normal acadamic,

i'm NOT STUPID. i'm just SLOW.

You know what you'd done,

and its all your fault for all these to happen.

you people may have great siblings bonding,

and i'm very impressed.

BUT,

You guys are those MENTALLY trying to help when facing problems,

but physically, all are doing nothing.

Oh please, Action speaks louder than Words.

你有难，心说我帮你.

你没钱，你没有前途，我看不起你.

whatever man.

2009-05-13T10:53:00.003+08:00

.INDESTRUCTIBLE.

hellos! spent a short day in school.

had english paper 2 today, well, find it quite okay.

it's DO-ABLE. whoosh, for the first time.

hahahahahahas~~~

i hope i don't break my record once again :)

yesterday had chemistry paper.

hahahahas, no comments for it.

i totally don't know how to do, except for essay questions.

argh!! i hope physics will be much easier.

so that the marks for combined science won't be so bad.

oh yes, just 2 more papers to go.

hais, and next is 'O' level MT paper.

it's killing me! oh-my-gosh.

alright! got to go!

went subway with my sisters!

hahaha! sooo nice!

till then,

take care!

love yea! :)

wait and see?

i guess so.

2009-05-10T13:34:00.003+08:00

.DREAM COME ~~TRUE~~.

**
hellos!

decided to blog after muggin' for chem for like...

2hours? hahahas~

i might have gone crazy if i'm going to continue.

well, went out with rebec, dickson and norvan.

went to the gym and after that went to watch X-men wolfverine.

it was sooooo damn awesome.

ohmygosh, those six paxs and those firm & huge muscles,

plus the storyline is not bad. Cool !

i love it totally!

hahas! ok, i should come back to reality :)

after the movie, supposed to study,

end up shopping at Tampines 1.

after opening for quite a long time,

it was my first time going there.

hmmm~ it's quite big, with many many shops and restaurants.

chit-chat awhile, and we all were like so agitated while chatting.

hahahaha :D

oh! i found a interesting quote, which i find it Meaningful.

well.. i got no time for nonsense anymore.

'O' level MT is coming!

for the first time, i'm like worrying for chinese.

yeah, because my chinese is gettin' worst every single day.

oh-no-no.

till then ! study hard!

take care and love yea! :)

2009-05-08T15:21:00.005+08:00

.IN-BETWEEN.

hellos! Yes! finally~~!

today's the last day of this hectic week.

well, literature paper was quite tough i guess?

didn't know how to start and end those questions.

history paper, hmm~

looks okay to me, just that probably won't get an A.

hahas. funny day, i was late for exams.

my first time, after 17 years of breathing oxygen on earth :)

phew, at least i wasn't late for the paper, just on time.

after school went whitesands with girls to eat mac,

but i ate Mr. Bean's ice-cream. oh-my-my~

the ice-cream is soooo delicious.

my favourite ice-cream of the year.

not to forget what van's mother told us,

she brought an apple from supermarket.

the apple looks fresh, with a bright red skin.

but she was deceived by the apple.

when she cut it, the fruit was spoiled.

there were bruises inside the apple.

now, there's a saying,

" Don't jugde a book by its covers "

yeap, it's true.

what matters the most, it's the inside, and not the outside.

inner-beauty VS outer-beauty :)

hahahas~well...

alright.

i wish everyone to have a good rest for the weekend.

till then, love yea :)

2009-05-06T17:35:00.004+08:00

.~~SUPER~~ WOMAN.

hellos.

okay, for the past few days, i had been busy muggin' for exams.

well, the day today, sucks totally.

i'd 3 papers in one day,

i'd exams from 8am - 4pm,

and lastly, those papers were so so so difficult,

especially, MATHEMATICS.

right, i'm so going to fail my maths paper.

social studies was fine, except that i don't understand the SBQ.

literature was fine too, except for the Unseen.

after exams went whitesands with vann to eat ice-cream.

hehehehe, some little treat for us after a long tiring day.

hmmm.

tomorrow there's mathematics paper 2 and MT paper 2.

ohmygosh, maths again.

so now, i'm supposed to revise for tomorrow's paper.

hmm~ BUT, what to revise? formulas?

oh well~

nothing will change afterall.

Aye, i'm going for a jog.

it's time to let my stress run wild,

and never come back.

till then.

goodluck for exams my friends,

take care- love yea :)

2009-05-01T10:17:00.009+08:00

.Just Like Jellibeans.

****

hello!

in a blink of an eye,

it's the month of MAY already.

time really really waits for no man..

hmms~ so it's a bright red blinking signal telling us that,

'O' level Mother Tongue Examinations is NEAR.

ohmygosh, once Mid-Year Examinations starts,

there'll be never ending Examinations for Us.

haiyoyo~

Yesterday was Language Examinations.

well, it was okay?? i don't know~

pray hard that i can pass.

after everything, went to Airport to study with girls~

Tiring-Stressed, but it was Fun and enjoyable.
and we ( or just me ) kept discussing about 'Swine Flu',
which is the main topic nowadays.
hahas. keep disturbing sweemin about it..

well, some information about H1N1 virus.

Swine Influenza (swine flu) is a respiratory disease of pigs caused by
type A influenza viruses that causes regular outbreaks in pigs. People do not
normally get swine flu, but human infections can and do happen. Swine flu
viruses have been reported to spread from person-to-person, but in the past,
this transmission was limited and not sustained beyond three people.

well, my dear friends, so do take good care of yourself.

drink plenty of water & maintain good hygiene :)

alright! today is Labour Day!

too bad my parents don't have such day for them.
ohh~they're workaholics :)

& i'm bored.

what should i do then?

hmmmmmm~

well, till then!

byebye! ❤

to err is human, to forgive is divine :)

2009-04-26T19:53:00.002+08:00

CAN YOU HEAR ME?

***

hellos! its been days seen i last posted.

well, was very busy with school stuffs.

so yea..

**
anyway, yesterday was Dickson's birthday BBQ.
held at waihing's condo, and it was enjoyable.
before that, when buying the food,
dickson neo! was naggin' all the way.
at least i brought a cake hor!
hahahahas~ :D
i ate alot of food, but don't know why,
still, my blood & sugar level was low i guess,
totally blacked out. hahas.
**
well, days seem to be passing faster and faster.
next week is MYE already.
i haven't start a single subject yet.
am i slacking? or what?
hais.. i don't have self-discipline!
hmmm~
**
school school school.
got to go now~
till then,
ciaos~

P.S HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY DICKSON!

2009-04-24T17:38:00.003+08:00

.UNCERTAINTY.

***

kon-ni-chi-waa!

awww~ the weather is so WARM today!!

can't even study or sleep in class.

just by sitting on the chair can even make me sweat.

grrr~ so friggin' frustrating.

anyway, got back summary test.

was hoping for a 'Just Passed',

but i failed; by 1 mark.

hai-yo-yo, hmms~~ why like that? :)

well, i guess there's alot more for me to get a pass.

***

yeh yeh! i'm feeling happy.

haha! i don't know why, just feeling great.

hmms~~ i'm going for a jog later.

ohh yaa! there's chemistry class tml.

oh great.

and it's having a test somemore.

can i not gooooo ???

hehes~ going to be a busy day tml !

okay, till then people!

byebye! love ya!

ciaos~

2009-04-22T20:37:00.003+08:00

.Closing One Eye.

***

hellos! hmmm, no time to blog already.

i'd been spam by english oral this week.

and it sucks; totally.

school has been the same; but!

almost every teacher are going for course.

there's good and bad.

good is no lessons,

bad is waste time chatting.

heehehehe! :D

well, dickson's birthday is this saturday

hmmmm~no tuition? yes!

hahaha!

party? yes!

sinful? YES.

no no no no no no no!

***

till the people!

be back soon !

tata~

just closing one eye.

that's what i am going to do.

2009-04-19T12:35:00.005+08:00

******

hello! it's sunday already.

i don't know why i got this feeling,

that there's no time to even give a rest to myself.

every single day is passing so quickly,

6 out of 7 days, there's endless studying.

now, my saturday(s) are so occupied.

there's chemistry classes & maths tuition.

oh-gosh, when'll this end man.

oh, norvan joined the maths tuition too.

and dickson was so hyper,

his usual behaviour in tuition was....

Sleepy. haha! :D

sunday(s)? hahas, family day?

yea right.

i guess sunday is a 'studying' day for me & my siblings too.

haiyo, my life is full of studies! :D

hahahas, well, i'm known for Kuku' Xi

hahas! study until nurde.

okay, got to go now.

there's homework for me to get it done with.

eeeeee. homeworks!

there's oral on monday.

once again, i'm dead.

hahaha! :D

ciaos~

P.S hope nothing goes wrong.

2009-04-17T18:30:00.001+08:00

.CLIMAX.

hello! i'm back! :D

well, it's been a hectic week for me.

got to stay back till late afternoon everyday.

i'm glad that today i can go back home early.

goody-puddy! :D :D :D

ahhh ! MYE is around the corner!

ohmygooooosh!

i'm so damn friggin' stressed by it.

there's so much to do, to study, to learn !

alright i've got something to announce.

i'm goin' NUTS !

well, it's giving me the damp friggin' creeps now!

Damn it! Damn it! Damn it!

i'm feelin' so disgusted right now.

ahhh! it took me so long to get that image out!

and now it's back again!

nooooo!! shit laaaaa~

okay, i'm gonna find something to do to get the image out.

till then people!

ciaos~

2009-04-14T20:23:00.002+08:00

.A walk to remember.

aloha! past two days were great.

attended TKAM course, useful indeed.

haiyo~ today's summary test,

don't know how much will i get.

and i heard tomorrow there's chinese oral.

but it's at 4pm!! it's after PE!

ohmygoodness!

it'll be damn tiring to even read the passage.

uh ohh.

let's try to negociate with mdm tan tomorrow.

hahahahahahaha! :D

alright, will update soon.

till then,

bye!

with loves!

2009-04-11T21:29:00.001+08:00

.PASSION OF SWEETNESS.

Hola! Everyone are so active during weekends.

My msn contacts look so 'full' today.

Hahahas! :D

well, usual routine,

woke up early and went for a jog.

felt so shiok after runnin', with the sweats rollin' down.

cooooooooooool !

and moving on, went for tuition in the afternoon.

hahas, chit-chat with Mr.Neo while on the way home.

quite funny though, haha!

his perspective..not bad uh. haha!

anyway, good day today.

and i saw something damn friggin' disgusting today.

OHMYGOODNESS.

i still can't get that out of my damn mind,

and it's creeping me out every single second.

shouldn't have seen it, awwww!

i shall be damn hygienic from now on man.

i'm gonna breathe slow,

count from 1 to 10 with my eyes close,

'cause ladies take it in, and never lose.

Everything is made so obvious.

oh no! well, hahahas~

C-H-E-C-K-M-A-T-E.

2009-04-10T21:17:00.003+08:00

.TWIST OF FATE.

Bonjour! Speech day yesterday was awesome!

the speaker, Dr.Andrew Goh was the best i'd ever listened to.

he's so humourous, his speech was just so lively.

his words are so inspiring and encouraging.

but it was kinda' late after the whole ceremony..

ate abit of food with mom and sweemin,

and then, home-sweet-home.

oh, such a dis-respectful image.

***

& today, Good Friday.

went out with my Babeh-s for shopping spree!

opps, it was a storybooks spree.

hahas! :D

we (Vann, sweemin, hing & bryan) went Borders and i'm lovin' it.

after that, it was still early and we went to Wisma Atria and Taka.

Window-shopping and we ate damn hell lot.

hahahahahaha! :D

ohhhh, i love the Cinnamon sugar thingy.

it's fantastic, it was heaven.

and so, after the long tiring shop,

the rest decided to go home, while i went to look for my parents.

well, i brought 2 books.

hehehehes, i don't know why i felt so happy after buying them.

Overall, i'd a great day with my Babeh-s today.

they're loved.

got to go now, till then.

ciaos~

2009-04-08T21:00:00.003+08:00

.~~BETTER~~ IN TIME.

hello! i'm baaaaaccck !

been very busy those past few days.

well, hmmmmmm~

today's just feeling so special.

tomorrow there's speech day,

where mom can actually see me take prize.

feelin' so excited because it's hard to get mom to attend.

hahahahahahas.

and at least i did made her proud, by gettting 6As.

today 陈老师told us something which i think it's really very true.

she said,

You'd already come to this far, it's hard, it's very tiring.

Everyone is feeling tired, not only You.

The process is bitter, sometimes it's just so frustrating,

that You just wanna GIVE UP.

It's very easy to give up, but You'll let yourself down in the end.

Would You rather suffer more now, and then enjoy life for the rest of your life?

Would You rather enjoy yourself now, and suffer for the rest of your life?

Everyone have their own troubles, in terms of personal, family & friends.

But we still have to move on, we'll still have to sit for exams,

these bitter days, will soon come to an end.

and Time waits for no man.

At the end, it's your CHOICE.

after what she said, it made me reflected alot alot.

it's true, and as what they say, 先苦后甜.

so why make our life so difficult?

i can have better and more opportunities in future.

所谓，窈窕淑女，君子好逑.

对吧？

well, got to go now.

because i need to talk to my two sick distorted girls of mine

JO & VAN

till then, be back soon!

have a good rest everyone!

byeeee!

ciaos~

little imperfections,

made us feel that it's perfect;

life is just like that.

2009-04-05T20:22:00.002+08:00

LA FEMME

hello. what a week i had~

tomorrow's gonna be a looooong day.

need to stay back for speech day rehearsal.

sitting down, practicing of shaking hands.

boring boring boring~

sickening flu, it's bothering me now.

okay good, i'm finishing my book soon.

i'm so eager to find out the truth.

what if you know your boyfriend/girlfriend's sucidal,

what'll you do? :)

yeah, mummy said that her friend wanna give her a puppy husky.

haha! i hope she really consider about it!

'cause i want it so so much!

then i can talk to it everyday.

well~got to go rest now.

till then, bye!

白色的蒲公英带着梦，

散落在克罗地亚的天空.

2009-04-02T16:50:00.005+08:00

.TRANSPRENCY.

school's been..well, alright.

had physics test, i find it hard though,

hope to get a pass.

and cca days are going to an end soon.

no more cca till the end of year.

great news~

this means that Olvl is near..

i wish that everything can just end right now.

i learnt an inspirational quote from test.

人生的过程中，会遇到一些曲折。

这些曲折能让你难过，能让你漰奎。

但是，终有一天，黑云会飘走，太阳会再燃亮。

只要有恒心，不管发生任何事，

都不能放弃。

我压力沉重，还要管那些有的没的。

我咬紧牙关，忍耐，但，忍耐有限度。

哭一时，任一时。

到了最后，我问自己，

微笑，它是什么？

加油！hahas.

well, hais, every home will have it's own problems.

i hope everything will be settle soon enough.

come on yixi. :)

Love,

yixi

2009-03-31T20:36:00.004+08:00

i wish upon tonight.
**
hellos.
what a day today.
i was totally moodless throughout the day.
having a damn bad headache after recess.
oh, had an english test today,
well, i just hope i can pass, that's all.
'cause i'd a hard time doing as i felt that my head was bursting soon.
gosh, it felt so terrible.
there's physics test tomorrow,
and there's so many things i'd to trouble about,
family conflicts, studies, self-conflict.
aye, i'm breaking down soon.
**

i'm so sick and tired of listening to the same old problem.

can't you just stop it?

whatever we're doing now is for your own good,

just accept it can?

you requested for it, yet you grumble about it.

i sometimes really don't know what you wants.

aye, i'm already so stressed up by my school work,

just let me rest can?

how i wish for someone, to take my troubles away.

a special someone, who can listen to my sorrows,

and to just listen, without the need of saying anything.

if dreams really do come true~

how pleasant will it be~

❤ love,

yixi

2009-03-29T11:05:00.005+08:00

.BY MY ~~SIDE~~.

hello earthlings!

i'd finally done all my homeworks.

Yeah-ness uh!

hahahas!

well, the trip to NLB was a unsuccessful one,

went there but didn't find any information.

i swear that the library was damn big ;

strict too, had to check bags before going in and out.

awww~

飞轮海 FAHRENHIET is in singapore!!!

Ahhh!!!!!! omgomgomgomgomg !!!!!

but i'm not as crazy as brenda la,

she went all the way to IMM to see them.

hahahas! oops! XD

well got to go now~

till then.

LOVE YA! :D

to my girls~

omg, when i read 'someone' blog,

it's like sooooo, eeew!

hahas, i should tell you girls tml.

what's so good about that person?

well, i think we're better off.

right ? hahahahaahahah~!

2009-03-27T19:01:00.002+08:00

BOREDNESS!

ahhh!! i'm so bored!!

why why why?!!!

i got lots and lots of homework to do..

and yet i'm still at here complaining being bored.

haisssss~

what a tiring day tomorrow will be~

early in the morning got to go chemistry class,

later in the afternoon got to go F&N trip to NLB.

awww~ got to sleep early today uhhhh~

nooooo~

okay~ we'll be having a stressful week next week.

cause' there'll be 5 tests that week.

gosh, i wonder how i study those tests.

no time to fool around anymore.

got to dig out my homework already.

till then people~

byebye! :D

loads of love!

who can say for certain?

no one for now.

it's just beyond the distant star,

far but bright like the sun.

2009-03-25T20:23:00.004+08:00

.TIME OUT.

i wanna eat this!!!

hellos! what a loooooong day in school~

same routine~same stuffs.

boring uhhhs~

hehehes.

after school went to eat sushi with van, jojo and Hing!

hahas, hing treated us! so goood~!

sat in the restaurant and chatted for quite a long time~

hahahahas! so funny!

and i am so happy!

my 'pimples' are going!

hahahahas!

yes yes faster faster~!

and coming to the worrying part.

MT 'O' levels is coming..

ohmygoodness man~

i wanna get it done with,

and concentrate on the rest of my subjects

but..how to?! grrr~!

someone please stop me from procrasinating please!

i can't affort to lose much time anymore!

just help me crash all my laptops can!!!!

hahahahas! XP

alright~got to go now!

till then!

byebyes!

love ya~!

ciaos~

2009-03-22T12:26:00.005+08:00

***

.~~PRINCESS~~ ;PAUPER.

***

awww~

not feeling good early in the morning.

head was spinning like mad~

still have to clean the house.

i so-so-so-so sad ah! :(

i told my mama i needa rest,

cause i really felt like i'm fainting soon~

my mama told my sister that i act act only,

cause i don't need to do, pass all the work to her.

hais~ i can go bang the wall and die.

'Maid' also must rest one mah..

my mama~ haissssss!

haha! it's okay, my mama was just kidding with me :D

back to school matters,

i still have not finish my HISTORY & LIT !

oh-no 0h-n0..

but i really dunno how to do! gosh.

ahhh whatever~

woooo, i see the mahjiong table beside me,

so feeel like playing mahjiong now....

hahahaha!

till then people!

byeybyes!

P.S Perplexity....

2009-03-20T17:08:00.004+08:00

( i miss you girls! )

***

White Horse with a ~~Prince Charming~~

time passes by so quickly!

i can't even barely get some rest!

uh huh....

holiday assignments not done yet.

history students!

help here!

i don't understand the homework!

dunno what it's asking about.

anyone know please lend me a hand!

thanks! :)

hais~ stress stress stress.

ahhh~ hais..

bad 'pimples' outbreaking man~

my skin is just so sensitive,

it can't even cope with the little stress, WHY?!!!

haiyo, Yixi forget it la. hahahas~

it'll go away soon~~~

relax~

&&&&

school reopen still got test-s.

well, just a short post here.

got to go and lighten up my loads.

ciaos~

2009-03-18T17:06:00.004+08:00

HOLIDAYS.

i finished my chinese assignment.

Yes! 4 more to go...

&&&&&&

I BROUGHT 2 NEW BOOKS!

Marley and Me & The Pact

Yeahhhh~~!

i'll be damn occupied by my books.

i love it!

& my 心心 borrowed

Second Glance_JODI PICOULT

from her school library.

hahahas, didn't know she read these books too.

well well~ i'm starting to miss my girls..

haha! i saw rebec, van and sweemin just now.

and that rebec said " long time no see!! "

then i told her, " we just went out on monday! rebec!! "

and we burst into laughters.

coool huh ! my sweet sexy girls~

alright then,

going for a run with cousins later.

till then, update soon!

P.S PLEASE DO YOUR HOLIDAY ASSIGNMENTS!

我的眼泪都笑了

谁还想哭呢？

我勇敢地笑着

因为路一定会有些曲折.

2009-03-17T15:49:00.002+08:00

that's all!

tatas!

2009-03-17T15:38:00.004+08:00

SINGING!

well, yesterday was so damn fun to the max!

hahahas! went to chinatown KTV to sing.

there were me, jojo, hing, eliz, rebec and bren.

and we were all so damn HIGH!

yeahhhh wooo !

well, today almost late for english boot camp.

heehees, woke up late,

rushed all the way down and i got to know that,

hing and eliz were late also.

hahas! good bonding...

&& i got lots of homework to complete!!

but i don't know why, i want more assignments.

opps. hahas!

i guess people will start cursing.

alright! there's no more classes for this week anymore.

so i guess, IT'S A RESTING WEEK FOR ME!

till then people! goodbye!

加油！

你行的！

坚强的一直走.

走一步, 算一步.

总有一天,

你会看见阳光对你微笑,

那就是胜利的微笑.

不管别人这么样看待你,

这么样的看遍你,

这么样的说你,

坚强的一直走..

就会看到彩虹.

2009-03-13T20:48:00.004+08:00

IT'S DONE!

class 5/1 finally cooperated and finished our class cheer !

hip-hip-hooray !!

well, although we didn't win,

but we did had fun and we did enjoyed !

congratulations to 5/2 !

they got in 3rd !

woohoo!

after that had cross-country,

and YES! i got in 6th position out of 30 people!

yes indeed,

DETERMINATION.

ENDURE.

If we really WANT something,

no matter what,

we'll DO OUR BEST to get it,

NOTHING can stop us from achieving it.

and to my dear JOJO!

she got a medal too !

so happy for her !

she didn't stop for the whole run !

Good job ! :D

alrtight!

got to go rest now~

till then, be back soon.

toodles.